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 i'm afraid of how you judge.

Dear God,

because i hate seeing my friends feel bitter, please help them trough thier sturggles and hardships. let them know that you're always there for them and that i can help with a listening ear and a shoulder to cry on. i may be bad at giving advices god but i want them to know that i do care.

other than that, SYF is finally beginning for the secondary schools tmr. i pray that all the schools deserve the best and that they'll still praise you at then end of the day. i pray that Swiss Winds will have no glitch or hitch and that their playing will seem effortless. grant them the ability to pull through for i still love that band a lot. i pray for SAS and SPS to achieve their aims and goals too, whatever they may be cos i know how hard they've work.

on a totally undeserving note, i pray that school would not be a bitch cos im having bitchy teachers tmr for almost the entire day and i've not done thier homework.

alright. seriously, all the best for SYF.

ciao.

woohooooooooooooooo!
firstly, im back, like back for good on the net. :) yayyyy. but sadly i still have no pictures to upload or whatever cos i dont.

anyway, so many things have been happening of late. its like one whole array of drama after the other. things that must be noted and of great importance shall obviously be SYF! 7th of May we take the stage. omgoshhh, so bloody exciting.

okayy. i've been stoning and i dont want to continue

all this talk about god, life and whatever else is making me.......

yeah, go figure.

i hope GP results will somehow be good.

all i ask......
so many things always in the way of success.

all i wanna do is play my eupho like now. random much.

chao.

you know sometimes theres just too many things you want to change?
right now, i feel that way.

urmzz, i wanna talk about concert.
yes, long overdue but much deserving of a proper reflection. being away from the net, i was practically detached from updates and what people felt and thought. now that i've finally got my hands on the net, i've been reading blogs and catching up on what i've missed and what i've been reading sets me thinking. if only i knew concert meant so much to most of my batchmates. if only i really felt that yearn to strive for exellence. concert was messed up. i flinch everytime kent tries to play the recording of el cam. cos i screwed it up. screwed it up big time. i cant even explain the remorse and disappointment when i saw mr g shaking his head. ): im sorry. but yet through all those, honestly, i thought no one cared. which explains why i wasnt bothered by it after concert that. but after reading through some blogs, the concert meant so much to most of us in the batch but i guess so many of us failed to express it. i wish i could have gave my all for every song the way i did for Westside Story. that its the only i piece which i dare say i gave it my all.

so what's next? i wanna work harder for SYF. i believe that although this band journey started out so rocky for most of us, we deserve nothing less than success for SYF. work hard for the batch, for the people who believe in it. i'll do so much more. maybe all we need is this final lap to strive and work together. feel it and bring out the best in all of us. who's to say that we cant do it? stop critisizing one another, let's help each other and i beleive in this one and a half months to SYF, somehow we can do it.

let the legacy live.